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A Guide to Dancing Alone

by Barrel Flash

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1.
My pockets are half empty, my head is always full Of crazy dreams and things I’ve left undone Standing on the platform, I leave it all behind Lift me Flying Scotsman, and take the trouble from my mind And there’s no ticket back - Only miles of endless track Only steam and smoke that drift away It’s a one-way fare, it won’t take me anywhere But I think it will - waiting on a train he north it don’t call many, so I travel on my own And circumstances tell me I might not be back again There is no destination, there’s only traveling town to town I hope you’ll always be there, baby, even when I’m not around ‘Cause there’s no ticket back - Only miles of endless track Only steam and smoke that drift away It’s a one-way fare, it won’t take me anywhere But I think it will - waiting on a train My bag it lies so lightly on my shoulder An old guitar and penny souvenirs I could leave it all behind if I were bolder But they’ve been my best companions through the years And there’s no ticket back - Only miles of endless track Only steam and smoke that drift away It’s a one-way fare, it won’t take me anywhere But I think it will - waiting on a train
2.
Salthill 03:01
It should be raining, but it isn’t It should be raining, but it isn’t The sky was grey this morning The wind was up this morning, Guess they lied We should have been there, but we weren’t We should have been there, but we weren’t No time to cut and run No time to cut and run Come outside We wheeled our bicycles along your great uncle’s orchard road We carved our names—Is it cruel to carve our names into the stone? I haven’t seen you, so come meet me at the bottom of the Baltic Sea Where nobody can see our strange rebellion I can’t promise you rainfall, but I can promise you weather So I guess you’ll stay in love, and I guess I’ll just stay insane Looks like you’re leaving, so come pack up your umbrella Just in case you travel somewhere where the clouds are more obliging I won’t try and stop you, I just wish that you would leave me In the morning, not before It should be raining, but it isn’t It should be raining, but it isn’t So we run on down the streets You know those muddy cobbled streets The sun and me I should’ve written, but I haven’t I should’ve written, but I haven’t I got your empty postcard Just one blank picture postcard From the sea
3.
Well fussin’ n’ fightin’ and losing your head To trials and troubles and feelings gone bad There ain’t nothin’ new in this world anymore Just old acquaintances we all have had Before - you could find a friend behind every door We never played solitaire before We abandoned our trappings and ran in the park Without a belonging or cent to our name And we felt just as save in those huddling crowds As babies back in mama’s arms once again Before - you could find a friend behind every door We never played solitaire before Well the crowds are all scattered, the people are gone To cities and country towns all just the same But a few us stay on the road here to roam Looking for life in the wind once again Before - you could find a friend behind every door We never played solitaire before I’ll never play solitaire anymore I’ll find a friend behind every door
4.
It was moonrise over Phaaros when the second engine failed The fight was nearly over, and the heroes had prevailed But that one last ship was falling, soon the pilot would be dead The Commander faced his destiny, and this is what he said: If I could, I would come home to you And if you dream, when you dream I’ll be home with you Together we’ve seen glory days, together we’ve faced trials I’d give up half my memories for one more of your smiles If I could walk away from this, I’d follow where you lead Though the seven moons are rising, you’re the only light I need And if I could, I would come home to you And if you dream, when you dream I’ll be home with you I wish that I had known you when I still was young and wild It seems like I’ve been broken down since you were just a child A boy alone a-waiting for the squadrons to return The thought of you surrounds me as the fighter starts to burn And if I could, I would come home to you And if you dream, when you dream I’ll be home with you You never asked for promises the day we said goodbye You said, “I can’t love a pilot and expect you not to fly” But know that you are with me as I draw my final breath The memory of your laughter sings me softly into death And if I could, I would come home to you And if you dream, when you dream I’ll be home with you Oh, if I could, I would
5.
Riding Away 04:45
Riding away… It’s cold on the plains, winter sky steel grey “Summer will come,” you’d always say But it took too long, so you just rode away You said, “I can’t stay” Riding away Ground cold as stone, I got wood in the shed Where my summer tools are asleep in their bed Your dusty old bike points towards yesterday No debts to repay Riding away Roll the throttle, ease the clutch Watch you go, but don’t think too much Lovin’ me is no easy load Hope you find better down the road It’s cold on the plains, night sky steel grey “Comfort will come,” I’d always say But it got too hard, so you just rode away You said, “I can’t stay” No debts to repay Riding away…
6.
Something about you makes me want to be good to you, baby Something about you makes me want to be kind Something about you makes me want to be good to you, baby So good to you, baby Just like if you were mine Something in your smile makes me want to be your best friend Ah, but something in my heart wants so much more Is it something in the air makes me so restless all the time All the time Please don’t let it end When I hear you say my name, it’s like a hurricane When I see that look in your eyes, I want to see it again and again Something about you makes me want to be good to you, baby Something about you makes me want to be oh, so kind Something about you makes me care so much for you, baby I care for you, baby, Please be mine I care for you, baby Please be mine
7.
Josephine 03:24
If you remember, please say “hi” to Josephine She won’t believe you if you say that you saw me It’s been a long time since we lay on her front lawn Waiting for ice cream, hoping that summer would always go on But it didn’t, it faded away It’s far too chilly for ice cream today, hey I went to college, she stayed at home and made Beds for her husband, children are on the way Still in the old town, everything’s quiet and news travels slow Always reminds me of all of the places we said we would go But I don’t think she cares all that much I suppose that’s why we fell out of touch Josephine Rainfall at sunset’s the prettiest sound Josephine How do you run with both heels on the ground? Josephine Did you imagine your life without me? I used to ask her, “Jo, why don’t we run away?” And then she’d answer, “What would my boyfriend say?” Girl, if you loved me, we’d have boarded the train and run straight out of town We would run so fast, kick off from the earth and we’d never come down But we both knew that people can’t fly We’d hover a moment, but then fall and die I never called you, you never asked why It’s just ‘cause I’m no good at saying goodbye
8.
I’m tired of livin’ in the shack out back of your heart You don’t want me around, then you don’t like to be apart You won’t let me in, you won’t let me go Now I’m out here poundin’ on your big front door I’m tired of livin’ in the shack out back of your heart She left you in the dirt so long ago That cute little rich girl with the right shade of hair She was the one who could take you to the top I guess what you saw wasn’t really there You told me once I was your real love And all you wanted was just a little fun And if I’d bide my time for just a little while You’d be back in my arms, soon as you were done, but now CHORUS Your friends got the money, cars and lots of class (ya gotta get it somewhere) Clever conversation, you gotta stay primed for that (that’s such hard work, baby) You come ‘round after they’re all done with you (it don’t take too long) When the sexy girls sashay on to someone new (ain’t that a shame) I been sittin’ out here with your boat and the cast-off chairs Keepin’ the heat on and your fridge full of beer But if your palace ain’t for me, my simple love ain’t for you And I’ll catch the next bus right out of here, because CHORUS Yeah, I’m tired of livin’ in the shack out back Better watch out, ‘cause my bags are packed Tired of livin’ in the shack out back of your heart, yeah (Bye, bye, baby)
9.
Sara walks out on the ice late at night She looks for the spots that’ll hold her She’s wearing no coat and she carries no light Her figure’s obscured by a flurry of white I’m on the shoreline to call her back home And she’d never survive on her own No she’d never survive on her own Sara makes bets with the guys at the bar She drinks all the shots they can serve her She gives out her number and fights with the jerks She’s sweaty and sloppy, but somehow it works I’m in the back watching over her phone And she’d never survive on her own No she’d never survive on her own Sara takes off for New York on a train She tells me she’s got an audition She’s there for a week but has no place to stay She outright refused when I offered to pay I’m in the doorway watching rain turn to snow And she’ll never survive on her own No she’ll never survive on her own Sara’s been gone for a couple of months She got a shit job in Manhattan She has no insurance and barely makes rent She hasn’t replied to the letters I’ve sent I’m in the bar getting drunk all alone And she’ll never survive on her own No she’ll never survive on her own No she’ll never survive on her own
10.
I draw the buildings on the square Ink on paper straight and clear Scenes of the old town for twenty pounds a sheet In perspective, true to form Precision I have gained through time With my ruler, pad and pen I measure every line I looked up, I saw things that I cannot explain Shapes and forms and colors I cannot name I looked up, I saw strange and beautiful signs Moving between the lines You wandered in to see the square A bright bandana held your hair I thought the shops were all you’d see When you entered in my view At first I feared to sketch from heart Free of structure, a lover’s art It felt so odd but just a start You opened up my eyes I looked up, I saw things that I cannot explain Shapes and forms and colors I cannot name I looked up, I saw strange and beautiful signs Moving between the lines I draw your face in memory, A smile, a curve so dear to me You nudged my hand and set it free From a life of rigid line You broke me out of my cold frame My pictures they just aren’t the same You get the credit and the blame For how I feel today I looked up, you were smiling at me in the rain Shapes and forms and colors I cannot name I looked up, I saw strange and beautiful signs Moving between the lines Moving between the lines
11.
City Kids 04:53
Do what the city kids do… You could hear it every night on the radio Coming through now loud and clear You could see it on the cover of the magazines What the city kids all wear every day Boys in black leather jackets and cuban heels, And a brand new pair of shades Girls in bright colored stockings with their painted nails Made it seem like a parade, or a picture show Way off on the horizon, you could see the city lights Come shinin’ through, so we’d do - do what the city kids do Well I think about leaving nearly everyday Headin’ for the lights of town But my momma and my poppa they said, “Stay away Cause it’ll only bring you down – somehow” When I get up in the morning and I do my chores I got a lot of chores to do I couldn’t help thinkin’ there was something more That the city kids get to – but that’s not me, no Well it all seemed so appealing, made my senses spin Some call it style, so we’d do - do what the city kids do I’m spinning old vinyl on my stereo, Thinkin’ ‘bout times long ago Playin’ old rock’n roll on the radio As I fed cows and shoveled snow, yeah Twenty years in the city working second shift, The sky is gray and the streets are black I wished I could go back to my old hometown But there ain’t no going back, ‘cause it’s all gone It was better as a daydream, so grand from far away It pulls you through, so you do - do what the city kids do
12.
Drifting in the midnight clouded waters I dreamed a sea of waiting sons and daughters Waiting for a brand new day with skies of blazing blue And crystal rivers flowing through the trees Some of them woke in a jailhouse, some on a fire-scorched plain Some woke to burning hunger, all of them calling my name, saying, “Where is that sparkling river? Where is that peaceful land Of storied days when we were strong and free?” I said, “It’s not my problem, I never asked for this The parasites won’t loose their grip, I’m helpless to resist Too small to fight the hatred and the greed that they have fed” When a small voice said, “Grandmother, tell me what the legend said” That a single drop of rain falls in vain on dry ground, a million drops make a mighty ocean A single drop of rain falls in vain on dry ground, a million drops make a mighty ocean A mighty ocean Will you just be one more silent witness? Will you stand, or will you only beg forgiveness? I went down to board that midnight train of justice I looked around, and I felt so alone So I called out to the conductor, saying, “What can one human do?” She said, “Stand up, speak out loud, and bring your sisters and your brothers along” ‘Cause a single drop of rain falls in vain on dry ground (stand up), a million drops make a mighty ocean (speak out loud) A single drop of rain falls in vain on dry ground, a million drops make a mighty ocean (x8) A mighty ocean
13.
Pack up what you got, you’re moving ‘cross the country Looking for a home and a point of view on God Roll the windows down, but wait to look behind you Wait ‘til the sun hits the skyway Every city sounds the same The day you arrive and the day you leave Even when you’re far away You’ll carry the gifts that you’ve received Can’t help slowing down, construction ‘round Chicago Go twenty-five for miles, stuck behind a cattle trailer It’s kinda nice to see the city and the country Not a bad way to spend Sunday Open road goes rushing by You sing along to the highway roar Take a moment with this skyline Echoes of where you’ve been before Night is black as coal, you’re somewhere in Ohio Took a turn off course, now the radio’s gone quiet She says, “It’s just our luck to get stuck in Amish country” Might as well wait ‘til the morning From a farm a distant song You sit on the hood, feel the engine heat These folks found where they belong And, sooner or later, so will we Noon is hot and long on the Pennsylvania Turnpike End is comin’ near and you think you might regret it Then she takes your hand, and a cooler wind starts blowing Home is a thing that can travel Starting over’s not for cowards Haul your roots to a ground that’s new Watch the sky break into showers Just as the city comes in view

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released November 4, 2022

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Barrel Flash Minneapolis, Minnesota

Barrel Flash is a Minneapolis/St. Paul-based trio coming out of the folk traditions of the US, UK, and Ireland. Our goal is to combine our many distinct influences into an honest and vibrant sound of our own.

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